June 2011
“I wish that without me, your heart would break, yeah, I wish that without me, you’ll be spending the rest of your nights awake.”
I just feel empty.
I just don’t understand. Would it kill you to just stop and say hi? What is it about the other girls you can talk to, but not me? Why do you keep talking to her? Why is she always all over you? At first I was sad and than I was hurt and now I’m just pissed. I don’t want to look at you. I don’t want to hear of you or from you. I just don’t get it… I just want to...
Like,
I’m done with you.
He saw you.
He met you.
He wanted you.
He liked you.
He chased you.
He got you.
He had you.
He loved you.
He got bored.
He left.
Sometimes I just want to disappear.
Mom, can you pleaase leave the room so I can finish crying.
Thanks.
Would it kill you to say hi every once in awhile?
Honestly, I don’t think that I ever mattered to you; ever.
I could eat grilled cheese sandwiches forever
Oh, lets go back to the start.
When you told me you liked me, I didn’t show it but I was happy. I wanted to tell you the truth that I had liked you too but instead I made up an excuse why we couldn’t be together when the truth is, I like you. I really do like you. And it’s too late now. I shouldn’t have let you go.
“Don’t let anyone ever make you feel like you don’t deserve what you want. Go for it!”
How to have a lovely day
Drink tea
Where something that makes you feel good
Say please and thank you
Tell somebody you love them
Eat dessert first
Wear purfume
Smile (a lot)
Read a book
Cook or bake something
Wish others a lovely day
Watch a good film
Wish others a lovely day
So I am on a diet, not really but I’m eating less calories.
I wonder how you react when my name comes up in conversation.
sometimes we want to throw away what we need for...
I need a job to feed my shopping addiction.
I love to sing
I like being alone sometimes
I’m really lazy
I get distracted easily
I love to clean
I think way to much
I laugh way too much
I wear glasses
I get paranoid easily
I’m bad at meeting new people
I’m the best thing you never had
there are certain people who aren’t meant to fit into your life
no matter how much you want them to
and you were gone and we would never speak again. your crappy words would turn into silence.
i’ll miss you, you pathetic, tortured, wounded, lying, bad one.
the end.