“I remember most of seventeen. I remember the day we met. His smile, his touch. You can be anywhere when your life begins. When the future opens up in front of you, and you may not even realize it at first, but it’s already happening.” - Crazy/Beautiful
February 2011
Good times.
You may think you like someone… But you could be wrong.
I wasn’t expecting that. Not from you… This time it isn’t bad either. After all this time. I’ve been waiting for months to hear you say those two words, “I’m sorry.” I wanted to say more but left it at “It’s ok.” This whole time I believed a lie from someone that is made of lies. At first I was sad… But I am actually releaved that we have spoken. I hope things will be normal from now. Because I sure have missed you.
Whatever will be… Will be.
And I can’t stop thinking of him. Do I miss him, yes. More and more each day. Is it worth it? No. Is he worth it? No.
It’s weird to think about how I used to be friends with people that are in or used to be in bands. I miss those days sometimes. And supporting them at their shows.